Surviving my dream

 I’m coming out with the beauty queen vibes 
I can’t end in a fantasy of vicarious pleasure 
I can’t deaden my existence in the dark 
I should be queenly enough to stand, 
on the ground surrounded by jeers 
They may heckle me but my lib wouldn’t stop. 
The female power inside of me is murdering the ego of men 
It is fighting against the jealousy of women 
I’m showing them what I am 
I’m just surviving my dream.