Thursday, May 16, 2013

BITCH DON'T KILL MY VIBE >>>>>>>>>>>>>

Surviving my dream

 I’m coming out with the beauty queen vibes 
I can’t end in a fantasy of vicarious pleasure 
I can’t deaden my existence in the dark 
I should be queenly enough to stand, 
on the ground surrounded by jeers 
They may heckle me but my lib wouldn’t stop. 
The female power inside of me is murdering the ego of men 
It is fighting against the jealousy of women 
I’m showing them what I am 
I’m just surviving my dream.

THE SUPERNATURAL

There is a soul that haunts my broken branches,
transfers those heart beats into the scars of time
and burns my unconscious mind to extreme consciousness
Ashes and flames blur my path and I faint
I'm taken away to the land of Gods and Demons
There has always been a fantasy of mine,
to meet unusual creatures
To fly and never die
I have my style of swimming into dreams
From which I shall never come back like every other girl
I'm a purple girl, I'm an unusual girl
Every part of me is scary, unwanted and amusing
Even Gods and Demons say that I'm Gothic
I'm taken to the cave of love
A dark love, an evil love
Love I know is dead
Like a man, its attracting me, I see him
A man exactly like me, insane
Flying like the unicorn I dream of
He's the soul haunting my branches
He's the terrifying demon who's been breaking me,
He's the God who's been making me travel,
He seemed to be my destiny
My wavy leaf, my human creature
But he disappeared the moment I fell for him.
I was broke once again, A branch of me fell down dead
And I was taken to the island of sweetness
A chubby world
The world created by love of a man and a woman
Somewhere something inside of me liked it
I didn't want to move, my feet were happy
They would cry if this world dies
My weirdness was accepted there
My sub-conscious mind was getting some maturity
I was a mother
I was a lady
But I was taken to a dark phase
A phase of sanity, I was rested
Silent like the end of a Hindu wedding
I endeavored to reach here, I desired
My body was tired, my organs wanted a break
Not a break, but an end
I had entered to the spiritual world
The world of art and imagination
Orientation of the death of my hopes.
I was lost, lost in the dark,
painful yet calm
Great deal of faith towards the supernatural
took me away...
I was gone... forever
I was free but numb
And today, I envy the God !!